Saturday, August 30, 2008Y
30 august 2008 rainy days
My friend said that i had changed, by a whole lot. This is why i am trying to understand myself but instead of understanding myself better i strayed even further. sometime i thought i was in heaven, but in the end i become even more disappointed.
i am trying very hard to pull myself up but i become sadder and sadder each time. ARE my tears a punishment to me for growing older or is it a precious price i should bear?
Why are there so many obstacle i need to conquer in my whole life.. is it be cos that there is too many reasons and hopes that i need to withstand.
Who can really understand me or what's in my heart......?
ends at 7:54 AM