AS my health is getting worse n worse, therefore i think i need to write in here all of my feeling....

I been thinking for two days, finally i realize that friendship can be deceiving and fragile. Never really ever in my life i would imagine me myself met with all this. i always think that if you gave in your heart to them, they will be your good friend forever.

Now then i know no matter how many good things you gave in, if you just forget one thing N I EMPHASIZE on just forget about them for awhile, they will just say you ostracize them. They will just shoe you with a very understandable temper and say that you dun understand them and they dun even mention your name anymore. Damn sickening. What happened to all the things i gave, doesn't it matter. don't they think of the good things of us anymore. do they!!!


hahaha, Do you think i am very naive all this while. Feeling sad deeply .....